Three into one

Thinking about my past a lot lately.

Today was a great day. With insight into who I am and who I want to be. Last night I googled an old high school girlfriend's name on a whim. A link led me to a blog she has been writing for the past year and a half. It is what led me to try my hand at this. It's a little surreal. Very similiar to the Kfarniks revisiting. Here is a person who is a vital color in my past. My feelings while reading her blog are ones of happyness. The one word that always is bounced around in my mind when I think of her is "write". About ten years ago, when Sierra was around 2 or 3 I ran into her while on my way home from one of my many dead-end jobs. I remember being embarrassed about my situation at the time. I think I always will be. I talked to her one other time as she came to my house with her fiance to pick up a notebook of her writings I had from when we were together. I always was proud of a story I wrote for her when I gave her back the notebook. It was a fictional story of what our lives might have been like in a strange future. And now here I am writing again after being exposed to her color.