Sigh, LOL, the kids are all out for the long weekend. The boys are settling into their new digs. Finding friends quickly. =) It's been about 6 months since I had a weekend to myself. Not enjoying it as much as I thought I would. I always knew that if I wanted to, that I could just make a call to Abby (who was really good about this with me) and arrange some kind of visit. Then 30 minutes later, we were running and jumping again. That aspect of my life is the part I am having a hard time with. Sierra is trying really hard too. She thinks she has to be sooooo strong. At least I know she is reaching out to her little support group, and will be okay. All of the pictures of her for the days leading up to the boys leaving had her with a definately bummed look.
I have had some concerns voiced about putting this information out there for all to see. It makes me write slower and a little more carefully than usual but, that is all. I have always been pretty open about who I am. This is no different. If I feel rough about my sons leaving to live in another state, I should be able to express it. This is how I am choosing to do so. I am self medicating again. The writing helps. Also, back on meds for my ADHD. The meds seem to help me turn off my on/off switch better than without. I have always had issues with not being able to turn off my mouth. LOL "understatement" I need to have myself in a better way by the end of this summer. I know I can, I just have to do it. Same old.
We shall see......
You make me come.....
You make me complete......
You make me completely miserable.
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